so lonely , sometimes i feel but i donot know y??
so lonely , when i feel that i start to cry
so lonely , im sure our Lord knows that His creatures cant live with that feeling
so lonely ,despite being between thousands of people
so lonely , despite being with my own family
so lonely , despite being beside the closest one to me
so lonely , i wonder how long that feeling will stay with me
so lonely , i wonder if it will stay with even after meeting my husband & my soulmate
so lonely , that feeling increase when some times i realise that no body in the world can understand or withstand me
so lonely , that feeling increase when listening to the quran or slow music or a sad song
so lonely , when no body see the good things that i do & the only thing they remember is my desasters
so lonely , when no body see how far i changed for the better
so lonely , when i expected answering for a help from someone close to u & he just didnot care
so lonely , when u dont find anyone to ask and care about u
so lonely , that i hope someday somehow i could kick out that unwelcomed feelings
so lonely , that feeling sometime increases to alevel that u wish to die because it wont make any diffrence
so lonely in ur life as u in ur grave.